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#Imatter

I am a brother, a son, a cousin, a nephew, a grandson, a friend. I'm funny, I'm weird, I'm crazy, I'm understanding, I'm laid back, I'm super lazy, I'm determined, I'm unique, I'm worthy, I'm different. These are who I am. Yes being transgender is apart of who I am but I am also all… Continue reading #Imatter

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National coming out day…plus my secret!

Today is national coming out day. In February of 2013 I came out as transgender after years of struggling with who I was and what I was going through. Today I'm once again going to come out, over the last few years I've been hiding a deep deep secret of my own and only this… Continue reading National coming out day…plus my secret!

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GenderCare appointment – 25th of September 2015.

7 weeks prior to my appointment I arranged with GenderCare to see Doctor Lormier to see him about my gender identity issue. As I decided to go private I had 7 weeks to save up ¬£200 which resulted in my saving every penny I owned to make sure I had enough to attend this appointment… Continue reading GenderCare appointment – 25th of September 2015.

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18 Years of being alive..Happy birthday to myself!

18 years ago on the 18th of September my mother gave birth to fetus Alex! The first thing the doctors said to her was 'congratulations its a girl'...only if they knew the reality. These last 18 years haven't been the easiest 18 years anybody could ever go through, But i'm thankful to be here today.… Continue reading 18 Years of being alive..Happy birthday to myself!

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Suicide prevention day – 10th of September.

TRIGGER WARNING SO PLEASE LOOK WITH CARE. Every time someone talks about suicide it sends shivers up my spine and makes me feel very emotional. I have tried to take my life on several occasions, but thankfully I can say that I haven't tried to in 2 years. At a young age I faced a… Continue reading Suicide prevention day – 10th of September.

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“Why don’t straight people have a straight pride?”

Do you get murdered for loving men/women? Do you get murdered because you identifying as the person you wasn't biologically assigned? Do you get raped because of your¬†sexual orientation? Do you get raped because of your gender identity? Do you get abused because of your sexual orientation? Do you get abused because of your gender… Continue reading “Why don’t straight people have a straight pride?”

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2 Years ago my mum found out that I am transgender.

2 Years ago my mum found out that I am transgender, which was on the 3rd of September 2013. I thought I would write a blog post about how far me and my mum have come in the last 2 years. One of my first ever blog posts was called 'perfectly bad' which is about… Continue reading 2 Years ago my mum found out that I am transgender.

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Depression, Dysphoria and life. – Trigger warning!

In the last year I have been slowly giving up with everything and everybody around me. I have distanced myself from my friends, my family, my hopes and my dreams. Since my jaw surgery last year my depression has spiraled out of control to the point where I could barely get out of bed on… Continue reading Depression, Dysphoria and life. – Trigger warning!

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Caitlyn Jenner Status post…

I was scrolling through Facebook and saw this post "Dear Caitlyn Jenner....being a female, I have never felt brave or courageous or under pressure to pick out my shoes or dress. Courage as a female, is facing your days with a bald head and battle scars from cancer. Courage as a female is carrying a… Continue reading Caitlyn Jenner Status post…

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Being transgender in college…

In two day's I start college again and I'm so scared! I am studying Public Services at Coleg Gwent college. This course consists a variety of different subjects, but it focuses on the public service side of things like the fire service, army, police and paramedic, this course prepares you to go into the public… Continue reading Being transgender in college…