LGBT, Mental health, mtf, throwback

To 23 year old Alex…

To 23 year old Alex,

It is really scary to think that you may, or may not be alive. But we will never find out right?. I remember at the age of 13 I always said “I’m going to be dead before my 14th birthday”…But now hopefully you’re alive. And when I say alive, I mean alive.

I want you to wake up every morning with a meaning, I want you to be smiling at the littlest things, I want you to feel less depressed on a daily basis and I just want you to enjoy your life much more than I currently am (At the age of 18).

At this present moment in time I want to go off to university and study paramedic science, to become a paramedic in the near future, so will you be in uni? will you be doing a completely different uni course? or will you never reach uni?

Right now I cannot imagine myself at the age of 23, I’m not sure why this is, but hopefully my future self can look back at this post and say “damn I made it!”. I know you’ll finally be happy with yourself, I know you’ll be going through your transition with amazing people supporting you ever step of the way.

I really hope you’re truly happy, truly comfortable and your true self with a super cute boyfriend who you’re happy with. I hope you can look in the mirror and smile at the face staring back at you, I hope you can walk down the street without anybody shouting abuse at you, I hope you are doing amazing things for the transgender community just like you are doing now.

I know you can do this Alex, I know you can.

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